Beezer's BFF

So this is Reverend.  He has a host of things to say.  A unique opinion at every turn.  I wanted to introduce him to you because he is what made EVERYTHING CHANGE.  At the hands of ups and downs he has taught me none of what I expected to learn, and a ton of things I actually NEEDED to learn.

Just remember...

annnnnd... a message about your illness

as written at the base of the picture, the site this from is found here

*Ritalin* 6/15/09

Ritalin, let's sin again

O that I had a tablet
I would arise from my slumber.
But as for now,
I'm deep under.
Depression has split my soul usunder.
And there's no Ritalin
To put it back again.

Case of the Lonelies

So, I've been feeling ridiculously lonely lately.  Not only does being lonely simply suck, but with the whole bipolar thing it tends to be that much more obnoxious.  Gotta love the way depression spirals into an obnoxious muck.

*The origins and licenses were hard to track down but in a turn of awesomeness, the truly cool spiral can be attributed to this website (that is the one with all the colors--the first spiral)

But let's be honest.  None of my spirals are this pretty--like at all.  The chaos I experience might be sort of grasped by the last picture but even then it is pretty questionable.

But in all fairness, I began this post to share an AMAZING website that I absolutely love called STUFF NO ONE TOLD ME (BUT I LEARNED ANYWAY).  The dude that does these drawings is an amazing artist and I highly recommend visiting his site.  But I wanted to share one of his pieces so here it is:

Sometimes we have to step out of our comfort zone.  Which, we all know is a wicked difficult experience.  And yes, I am sorta manic.  Yes, I took ritalin.  Yes, I worked on organizing the hell that is my mom's office upstairs.  *smh* I'm bipolar through and through.

Boob Fabric... perfect for a young boy's quilt

Thought I'd add some random stuff I found around my area

Seen at a bar in my town.  Makes me wonder what green tea possibly could have done wrong to warrant a massive outrage that caused a grown adult to take a green crayon and scrawl this drunken message on the side of a building.  Who knows!