So... here we go

BWAhahAHHAHA so despite my ineptitude at all this I found that post I accidentally deleted... happy reading.

So... it's totally later than it should be. This blog layout stuff is addictive to me-- I'm fighting going to sleep like anybody's business. I won't lie. This is going to be all about me and my head. I'm not everybody else... no matter how badly I want to be. I get a lot of crap from people about: well if you don't like your life then just CHANGE. But sometimes it's not a simple surgery than changes the way your mind works. Sometimes the "offending limb" can not simply be cut off. I am a massive proponent of grammar but I'll be honest: I'm going to be typing the way the words are going through my head. You may not like that. Poop to you. There will be poetry, fun pictures from my roamings throughout the internet (spell check claims "roamings" is not a word and I don't care), as well as simple long thoughts that I feel the world needs to hear. Truth be told there is hardly any chance anyone will read this, but I will write it in the vague sense that because it is online somehow I am telling someone my feelings. It's a lie. Don't worry I know I'm in denial. SoooOOOO... I'm never going to stop, am I? Rambling Done.